I love you , dad

Dear Pa Pa

This is the first letter for through my life because I was too young to write when you left me and I didn't understand it was your last day of your life. Mother told me you were traveling and I was waiting your arrival of no- return till I understood 'death ' . I couldn't remember when I started crying for you but I still remember how much you loved me and had fun with me. You always carried me on your shoulder and bought me snacks. You rowed to the rough see and passed the dangerous bushes to cut some coastal tree with sweet pulps and fatty pulp eaters inside which you knew that were my favorite . You waved a candle flame in your mouth to make me happy. We both love animal and i never forget you were so amused when I medicated our cat's eye disease with my mother milk dripping from a free breast while she was feed breast milk to my infant sister. These pleasant times were just during my age of three and never come back again.

After your departure , many people asked me where your father was and I answered you were traveling far away on a ship. They looked at me sadly because they knew where you had gone. They also noticed how much I am resembled with you because they asked me if I was daughter of you although it was the first time they saw me. I was very happy to answer 'Yes' Pa Pa. And they also praised me to transmit your personalities when they knew about my achievement at school and honesty. Every good things they noticed with me they identified you . Let me honor you and feel honored to be your daughter Pa Pa . I also want you to know what I made you honor Pa Pa . I could save a life of a farmer lived near a the village school where I was teaching . At that time one of my students told me the farmer was dying of snake bite and I rushed to his house and he told me his eyes blurred because of poison . I asked for a razor blade and a string and did the first-aid treatment . After I squeezes out the poison , he said he felt better and was taken for further treatment . He was a survivor of the snake bite . I am sure you would praised me to save his life although I couldn't save you when you were victim of it. But I am still sad for you Pa Pa .

I know how much you love me and I wish you know how much I love you. I have been missing and dreaming you for decades and crying even now Pa Pa . Whenever I do the merit , I share you gain it for your peaceful life where you exist and for your longer and happier life there Although we lived together for three years I feel missing you and will also love you for ever Pa Pa .

Your lovingly

NI NI