Adjustment

My marriage life is still continuing because of adjustment.

I was born in a home where parents are strict but I can always open up when things are not working out and wouldn't carry any feeling for a long time .

But after marriage it's totally upside down my doesn't want to hear or listen to whatever Iam thinking and doesn't support me at all .

My nature is whenever Iam angry I used to stay quiet and will never speak to other person at all but after marriage my husband is treating this as bad behavior he doesn't want me to show my anger or cry if thinks goes wrong.

In the start of the marriage I was not feeling well and couldn't even getup from bed but my husband was least bothered and he started to office without even inquiring about my health

My husband is mama's boy he is only concerned about his

Parents and his family .So what I feel that I don't have anyone to share whatever I think and

now I don't wish to share anything with my husband and reducing dependency on him

So after moving to dubai now iam feeling like Iam doing all house hold chores and taking care of my kid all alone with one any help or support from anyone

Through out my marriage life feeling lonely ,voiceless no freedom and no one to support